The better man
In 4 weeks..
i want to take baths with you and hold your dumb hand and rent movies and watch those movies in your bed in our underwear at like 3 in the morning and i want to kiss your stupid face and cook you food and maybe fuck 7 times a night idnno
The Funeral // Band of Horses
i’m comin’ up only to
hold you under
and comin’ up only to
show you wrong
On a second note: I keep telling myself that I should probably occupy my time with getting to know other people better. Other friends, and strangers.
I meet a guy, and I can’t even connect with them in any way. I can’t bring myself to flirt at all. I feel like more parts of them are stupid than anything else. They’re not you, and interactions with them make me feel empty.
Spending time with friends is all I’ve been doing, and that’s going well for me. But I constantly feel empty. And I don’t want to feel that way.
I’m hoping this goes away - but with that, will you go away too? Or have you already?
I don’t understand how you can just drop someone out of your life forever, in a matter of hours. That’s all it took for him to say that we needed to spend some time apart, and now it’s been a month and I haven’t heard a single word. Neither have my friends, or his friends.
I can’t even tell if he misses me. He’s probably happy. That makes this even worse.